US! (w joyce n shaowei missingg.)

the girls! (:

20th birthday! (((:

let me scream out my love to my nus clique once again! I LOVE YOU! (((: today i say goodbye to my teenage years and move onto my 2nd decade on earth. i hadnt been very expectant of my bdae this year but my dear bunch of frens made my 20th bdae really fabulous. tho it wasnt a 100% bdae surprise, the thot n effort that comes w the planning and everything else is enough to touch me deeply and give me a splendid bdae!

it all started on my way to town to have dinner at sushi tei w my mum, bro n sis. jq sudd gave me a random msg asking me to meet him in town cus he wanted to celebrate my bdae w me. hahahaha. alright so after my sumptuous sushi tei meal w my family, (i must emphasize on how TASTY the food is. OMGOSH. ate my two fave dishes-- hotate **sth n some lobsters! the juice n mayo jus oozed out like nobody's biz. it's jus SO DELICIOUS. i felt like i was in heaven! n im not joking. hahahaha.) i went to meet jq at zara. there he handed out a spectacles' voucher to me that looked somewhat very familiar to me. (afterwhich, i recalled having received it at matric fair or sth.) but, i let it pass and we went to stroll at paragon. hmmm then we decided to head to bk for jq's dinner after visiting the loo. ha yes, it's random n errr. not a convincing act put up by jq. HAHAHA but nevertheless, it's REALLY sooo cute n touching. im serious! like how he tried his best to stall time n stuff. esp the time when he tried desperately to stop me by shaw house to watch a trailer, claiming that it's extremely interesting. hahahaha! yes. fishy is the word. okay after what seemed like a long time, we proceeded to bk at wheelock place. (of cus, jq didnt buy any food cus it was jus a convenient excuse to lure me there. hehehe.) then...

the girls hid at diff places n shouted out "HEY SI QIAN!" from diff corners. then ching called out to me to a bk table where all the guys ran out from behind a wall n started singing bdae songs to me! SOOOOOO CUTE OKAY! it was really so heartwarming n touching to see them put in so much effort to celebrate my bdae. seriously, a total surprise didnt matter that much anymore. it was jus so touching i didnt know what to say but kept saying thank you n thank you. i just felt sooo blessed. B-L-E-S-S-E-D. a thot jus screamed through my mind: ive great frens. i feel so fortunate n loved! :D :D :D hahahahaha okay enough of the mushy stuff. in a nutshell, i really appreciate every single thing you guys planned out for me! hmmm we took many many pics and i had great joy opening up my presents. not to mention, the hilton strawberry cake was marvellous. despite me being extremely ultra full after my superb jap dinner, i could still appreciate the taste of the cake down to the bits. yumyumyum! then as usual, we continued w our fave pasttime of taking photos. lots n lots of photos! OH WAIT. have i forgotten to intro the super cute presents ive received?!! alright, the girls bot me concealer the day before from shu uemura and the guys bot me a blue n white adidas cap, a hair mask from Kerastase and a german picture book!!!!!!!!!!! their theme for my presents this year is to BEAUTIFY SQ. hahahaha. from my head to my hair to my eyes and to my heart. since that german picture book is a love story abt two pigs which fell in love. the book can be opened from both sides. the first side talks abt the story of the male boar while the other side talks abt the story of a female pig n in the end, they'll meet in the middle of the book n fall in love w each other. SOO SWEET n CUTE. (((: n christine baked me brownies! SO SWEET! i feel so xinfu. :D yupppp so i really enjoyed my night! THANKS SO MUCH MY DEAR FRENS!!!! (((:

besides that, my sweet lil sis bot me a cake from 4 seasons early in the morning! n after my frens celebrated for me at wheelock place, i rushed n ran home to eat the cake! love you love you love you! :D

okayy and of cus, thanks to ALL those who remembered my bdae! THANKS for all your well wishes! i love you too! (((:

*pics i'll upload later cus ive not received most of them yet!

you really dont bother.

matthew & lixiang's play!

wunderbar! matt put up a great performance. he really made all of us enjoy the show n whenever he made his appearance, the whole theater would be in laughs. well done la! (((: ohh yes, andrew performed too! matt n andrew were supposed to act as best buddies in the play. hahahaha cute la. apparently andrew made a super funny mistake n the two of them made it seem like it was jus part of the play. hahahaha good nice one. but, poor matt aggravated his knee injury in scene one n had to endure the pain throughout. oh man. =x

not to mention, lixiang was SO DAM COOL. she danced so well! omgosh. tts a really diff side i see of her! it inspires me to join her dance group. n i like to dance too! so yuppp, hopefully i get to continue staying in EH so that it's more convenient for me to join another cca.

throughout the whole play, i was gasping over how lucky they are to be able to perform on stage again. i miss performing soooo much. i jus love to act n perform on stage. =( how i wish i would get another chance to do so.

but anw, after the play matt came over to my hall n we practised for our german oral til 3am! omgosh. how tiring. then i acc him to take a taxi which took years to appear. n all the while, he was staggering n gritting his teeth in pain.. gracious me.



revising german at 3am makes me a panda.



the star of the night!



the other star!



the raggers! (((:
matt n lixiang were the stars!



our clique! (((:



ethan the man, sq the lady! hehe.



photowhoringg w ching :D

to sum up !

15th March: HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to LACEYBOW, candychen & yanru ! :D :D :D a smiley for each of you! hahahaha! yes sent all of you bdae cards le.. so should have received all my well wishes for you! miss laceybow esp much. okay we'll update each other after our exams!

16th March: dearest lxl! happy birthday to you too! hahahaha know you dont really fancy bdae celebrations.. but i still insist that bdaes are meant to be fun n joyous. so pls! start to enjoy your bdae from now! yes, i'll reply your email AS SOON AS i finish my exams! your dear fren is trying to catch up w her studies. hahahaha i know you understand!

19th March: happy 22nd bdae ong sir hong! hope you like the present we got for you! (: n you did receive my well wishes for you too right? hahahaha yupppp! you've been a GREAT fren.. so kp up the good job! hehehe. :D oh and our surprise at engin club room for sirhong failed! hahahaha he cud totally guessed our intention as much as we tried to hide it. hahahaha. ohhh well.

hmmm the actual celebration was held the nxt day on 20th march at clementi kbox.. it was pretty much fun w all the photo taking n the singing. but the highlight of the night was of cus.. shaowei's public display of his love towards ching! JIA GEI WO. OMGOSH. howww sweet. n he even wanted to kneel on the floor. oh man. jus look at ching beaming from ear to ear w that "im so xing fu" look! AWWW. they're jus SO CUTE. feels really happy for them! (: (: (: they've practically taken away all the lime light from the bdae boy la. hahahaha!

hmmm. i went tr8 finally today too after a long one mth break. hai not exactly a break la. cus i had valid reasons. =( jus felt dam unfit n rusty during the tr8. had to leave earlier too cus i want to attend sirhong's bdae celebration! yupppp. but really glad to see all the floorball girls againn!

ohhh man.

ich liebe meine Familie, meine Freunde von NUS, meine roomie chee, meine Hockey und Floorball team mates! :D (ha. look at the oh so limited german vocab i have. hahahaha.)

blessed ! (:

today matt n i were talking abt random stuff again. we were thinking of the possible reasons that could split our herrlich clique up. however, we concluded that we're eigentlich lucky to be able to make such phantastisch frens even in university. count our blessings shall we! :D n of cus we've many thanks to joel for being spongebob! hahahaha. (:

of cus, there're many more buddies ive made in nus. you know who you are! yes, allow my thanksgiving.. i love you ! :D :D :D

forgive n forget.
live it w laughs.
yes, that's the way i want it!

sometimes.

sometimes i really get envious of others who have their best frens w them. mine are dispersed all over the place. it hits you esp hard when you have to endure the facade of certain individuals. so im really glad that ive got my roomie chee w me. or it'll really be so taxing spiritually. of cus you must alws give them the benefit of the doubt. but sometimes it really has to spell otherwise.

sometimes i really get infuriated. when pple conceal their emotions n become so hypocritical jus to remain a goodypie in front of pple who got her/him boiling. i applaud for her/his self restraint.

sometimes i really get perplexed. some pple jus sucuumb to sexual appeals. n some pple really have unique tastes.

sometimes i really marvel at how my temperament changes so drastically after knowing them.

sometimes i really need to get it off my chest.

but, sometimes it's just hard to find the right person.
(yes! let's all start talking to our soft toys!)

CHINESE NEW YEAR ! :D :D :D

i LOVE chinese new year! (((((: the atmosphere is jus soo perfect for everyone to relax n enjoy. new clothes, new bags, new shoes, new decorations in the house.. it's jus time to throw away all the past troubles n start anew! i alws get ultra xcited when it comes to this festive season. yuppp n this year, it was a lil more special than the previous years. i organised for our bunch of frens to go house hopping! in a way, we get to meet up n bask in the joy n fun while we collect hongbaos n visit each others' parents n houses! n of cus get to spy on their photos in the early days. :D :D :D ohhh well, but all the walking n travelling really made our legs A C H E like nuts. hahahaha. hmmm after all the house visitings, we went to joel's hse for dinner n moved onto kbox.

okay but other than that wed, chinese new year was still fanbulous. we bot SO MUCH CNY GOODIES. OMGOSH. i feel sooooooo blessed! my FAVES!!!!!! hehehe. didnt get to gamble tho cus not exactly my cup of tea. ha miss bridge but nobody seems to know how to play it. bleah. n the best thing was my house was VERY nicely decorated! hahahaha all done by my sister. yupppp. (: spent almost my whole reading week doing house visitings or entertaining guests in my house. good gracious. really had no time to catch up on schwork or study hard for tests. ohhhh well. OMGOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I JUST REALISED THAT my family didnt take quan jia fu!!!!!!!!! OMGOSHHHHHHH to think that ive been nagging at them to take it. have to wait until next year again. ohhh man.

yuppp n chinese new year is meant for cam whoring! ha yuppp took many many many photos! hehehe. (:

baking!

audrey, bel n i went to ching's hse to bake cakes today! hahaha however, i reached there dam late cus i had eusoff hockey tr8 in the morning at delta. so they were already 95% done by the time i got there. omgosh i really lit up when i saw them! jus felt vvv happy to see them. hugged them immediately when i saw them! really miss them soooo much. n i was jus looking at the photos i took w them at the pe dept. really brings back memories. miss aj hockey n jc life sooo muchhhhhhh! as much as so many annoying things happened back then, i still miss it so much. i really love hockey la. miss coach miss sanuse miss ms toh!!! yes, some day i must go back to play hockey again! hmmm but anw, we took lots of photos n they started gossiping abt their sec sch girls. then we watched superstar n the 9pm felicia chin show.. yuppp it was jus really nice to catch up w them. (((:

okay anw talking abt hockey tr8 today.. it was totally traumatising!! omgosh. im totally R-U-S-T-Y! =( i tried to do hits thrice n i missed the ball altgt on all 3 times!!!! how pathetic is that. n apparently, all the guys who were doing warm ups near us kept laughingg at us. (YES! chee n i are staying in eusoff double room tgt in the nxt sem! so we're playing hockey in eusoff now! (((:) yuppp really must thank ben n donald for all the trouble! :D :D :D hopefully, nus wont replace ihg hockey w floorball man.

n yes, today ive finally come to a decision of taking 6 modules next semester. after lots of consideration. yaa dont feel like repeating why again. hahaha tiring. so yes i'll b a SUPER busy girl next sem. hahahaha okay 2007 is coming n im going thailand sooooooon! so xcited. must bargain! pls tell me how to! im alws too softhearted. =(

for the past few weeks

hmmm for the last week it had been floorball packed! i just love exercising man. hahahaha. had frenlies (due to the ntu spree) on wed, thurs, fri and sat. however, the ntu spree ended on fri w us getting 3rd. i didnt score a single goal =( n it makes me much more determined to train harder n improve faster! YES FASTER FASTER! n finally on sat, i got a chance to step into RP which is just 2 bus stops away from my house. n good gracious, RP is soooo nice! tiff was saying it feels like we've all stepped into changi airport n yes, i share the same sentiments! hahahaha only by walking to the indoor court, i was already feeling so cold by the blasts of airconditioning. anw we won 6-5 w them scoring 4 goals in the first period. hahahaha tt really jolt us back to our senses n start fighting back. ohh well at least we stood tgt as a team n achieved victory in the end! ((((: really feeling part of the jupitans family now. didnt feel it as strongly last time but now i feel much more comfortable after all the games and stuff. (: got to know everyone better. yuppp :D

then on christmas eve, i was supposed to meet xt up for lunch at bugis n go shop arnd w her. however, my fatigue got the better of me n i had no choice but to meet her up for dinner only. we met at j8 in the end. second boring-est place after lot1. hahahaha. but it was good catching up! after eating mos, we walked arnd for a while n settled down at swensens to eat icecream! xt was like ULTRA surprised that i act shared icecream w her. hahahahaha. aiya ive improved slightly. hehehe. alright then when swensens was closing, we left n sat on the stairs of bishan CC n talked again.. talked until 11.20pm n we started leaving for home. OH YES. forgot to mention. when we met up at the ctrl station, she hugged me SO TIGHTLY! it was such a warm hug. ive never felt had it for such a longggg time. hugs are wonderful you know that. it cures all your emotional upsets n sets many things str8. ((((: yuppp the good old frens are the best..

ohhhh then comes christmas, matt asked us out for dinner tgt at chinatown. it ended up w only matt, jq, joel n me! nevertheless, it was still nice meeting up. (: matt said sth so funny. he said "why did we meet up today on this v special christmas?.....................cus all of us are SINGLE." hahahaha i didnt sense it coming (okay im wols..) cus i thot he was going to say sth touching n meaningful abt the power of frenship or watsoever. ha apparently not. ohhh well anw we ate at yumcha which was super not worth it. shud have eaten at those specialties at chinatown. all the dian xin at the roadside stalls. affordable n filling. im still SO hungry even when im typing this now. n yes.. all of us were late n joyce was so much earlier than us that she settled dinner w her family. really felt so sorry abt that. =X

hmmm this coming week was supposed to be floorballicious too. but howchong cancelled all the frenlies so our floorball days were reduced from tues, wed, thurs n sat to wed n sat only. =(
linching is coming back on the 28th.. then we would be having countdown celebration soon. hope my parents allow me to stayover at her place! hmmm then all of us can go watch deathnote marathon tgt! yuppp ive not watched deathnote one yet.. =( so hope she comes back quick then we can go!

alright, hope i'll get to do some exercise tmr! been losing discipline again n eating chocs n fattening rubbish. okay when more xciting stuff happen, i'll blog again (:

jae joong!

budd billy jus showed me dong bang shen ki's youtube videos! OMGOSH. jae joong is so super shuai. he's the shuaiest korean ive seen so far. good gracious! hahahaha n he looks dam cute when he wears specs. :D :D :D n now that he has bleached his hair, he looks even much shuaier now! go youtube n watch DBSK videos okay! hehehe.

yes anw i took ten years to find blogskins cus most of them are sooo ugly. okay i guess everyone has difference preferences. but anw this is a super old blogskin i chanced upon in my files. i had saved the link n template long ago! yuppp time to use it. (:

okay anw today's christmas. so merry xmas everyone!

uni life has officially started. all the camps aside, im facing up to the stress that's setting in. i really miss all the camps man. camps macht viel spaB! hahaha yuppp trying to practise my Deutsch everywhere i go. hahahaha! see, im stressed. HAHA.

hmm. wanted to blog abt sports camp sooo much. but it's like 2mths ago already. thank goodness everything is still vivid in my mind and YES! lucky there's all the videos and stuff. they are really sooo memorable. every single day was jus fun n enjoyment. wat pulled us all closer tgt was tt particular night where all of us squeezed inside one of the guys' room n chatted for a few hrs til the wee hours of the morn. HAHAHA tt was that fateful night when i told huiren he looks exactly like super mario to me n they made me "qing kan VCR" for ten thousand times. hahahaha! that was the night we wrote all the cards for our beloved OGLs too. (: we played vball tgt and thot of a wonderful skit tgt. hahahaha it was really fantabulous! who can forget our drag queen kevin man! came up w a cheer "let me show you XXX.. wat's that you say.." hahahaha super funny n cute la. n how we can play "tuo diao" n all the lame questions "apple can touch, orange cannot touch", the mrt stations and chicken or duck first? games. hahahaha really cracked some pples' brains like nuts! wont forget how stressed zhangming was man. hahahaha! super lousyy. also wont forget the vampyres cheers we had and all the games we went thru! esp when my opponent is alws this super strong n violent girl who alws appears to want to shred me to pieces. hahahaha.. hmm the last part of the camp ended w us writing autographs for one another n taking of photos n stuff. ended off nice n sweet. (: hoped the camp was a longer one though. ohhh well. good times alws seem so short.

midterms are all over. but exams are jus arnd the corner. YAWNS. 24hrs really seem SO ULTRA short to me. ive got no time to do anything la. haii! think i played too much during the first few weeks of sch then now got to work doubly hard. blah. super shagged everyday. uni really makes pple fat, ugly n shagged laaa. fancy me putting on FIVE kg in a week. omgosh. how traumatising is that. ESP when everyone is coming up to you n telling you that you've grown much fatter. "wat happened to you?" "eat too much ar?" "why are you so fat now?" n it's esp obvious too when all my shirts seem so much tighter. =(((( saddening crapp.

alright end off here for now.

i'll learn to love floorball as much as i love hockey. (:

13days away from my bed!

i went for nus engine camp from 19th to 23rd june and i had to leave the camp slightly earlier cus i had to catch my plane towards shanghai at 12.50am. =( n i didnt get to see our group getting the BEST OG award! n my house ozzyland getting the most spontaneous house award! sobs. but anw! im still SO HAPPY! scarela is the best! really hope we can last. jus like how maron lasted n still going pretty much strong (i think) although it's hard to meet up. (: okay so anw i went to shanghai from 23rd to 30th june! ohhh man. how much do i miss my bed man.

anw engine camp was really fun! lixiang n i were late cus we got lost n nus is SO huge tt we took ten thousand years to walk! plus our bags were really HEAVY. so anw there were the usual icebreakers n tt ethan looked sooooo amusing when he was doing tt sexy cheer for sherri n anqi! i cudnt help luffing my ass off im sorry. hahahaha! yes. it's jus really funny. hmmm then i got some forfeits only during the first mass game. HAHA. n i had to do this gorilla dance! n i was so dumb. i didnt realise sb was cueing us by the side. so i jus jumped up whenever i THOT i had to jump out n dance. omgosh. dumb! hahahaha n tt bingting n karin were luffing their ass off. blahs.

hmmm then we had some games in sch n there was this game w VINEGAR! one of my greatest fears after geckos! hahaha so of cus i didnt take part in it as much as i wanted to. n ozzyland came in 2nd for all those games! n i was so lousy in balancing laa. i merely spun for a few circles n i couldnt stand properly. HAHAHA. so stupid.

then the nxt few days we went to sentosa for beach games n had water games at the nus swimming pool. pretty much fun la. n i had no choice but to enter the seawaters as much as i hated it. ohhh then matthew carried me for two games. hahaha i hope he doesnt get crushed la huh. ohhh then we had this secret pal game organised by sda. it's like lame yet q xciting la! cus ive never played it before ma. but it was really awkward n weird. cus we were supposed to talk to them blindfolded. n during the first meeting.. we had to talk to 4guys n they're m1 m2 m3 m4 respectively. DAM FUNNY RIGHT! n im f1. hahahahaha.. n we hafta choose our top3 preferences. so yes.. got to talk to each other for 2 or 3 nights n on the last night, we'll reveal ourselves n haf a dinner w the other party. omgosh. so awkward right. so at least im lucky enough to leave earlier so i only got to xchange pressies w my sp n i left. im sorry to leave him there alone though but at least i heard lixiang accompanied him! yuppp. hope he likes the belt i bot for him la. (:

anw i thot sherri was really gorgeous la. i really love her spontaneity and enthusiasm! plus her figure is hot! hahahaha! n she's my aj senior n we'll taking the same course! YIPEE! hehe. :D at least i dont feel as bad having no girl-frens to join me in MEng yet. hmmm. tt reminds me ive not taken a pic w sherri yet. but anw! when i was leaving during the sp dinner.. i took many pics w the ozzyland councillors! yupppp. it was dam xciting when everyone is busy taking photos like that la. n i had to take a taxi home cus my bag was freaking heavy n the bus was nowhere in sight. ha. n before i knew it, i was already on my way to shanghai. wow!

hmmm. the airplane ride wasnt tt great la. i didnt xactly enjoy it cus i dont like plane rides in the first place! but thank goodness the journey aint tt long. well anw! i learnt so much during the 8days! we got a very knowledgeable tour guide who fascinates me w all the historical stories n no matter wat qns i asked him, he seemed to have all the answers. alright i mean im already keen to know more abt chinese stuff in the first place la. i mean they're really interesting and we should really know more or less abt our roots. so i really despise those pple who go abt saying chinese sucks or watever crappy shit cus they're already looking down on themselves in the process of attempting to adopt a foreign identity that doesnt belong to them. blahs. BUT ANW! back to the pt. i went to tour the entire jiangnan provinces which include nanjing, wuxi and many others. xplored many jewellery outlets like pearls, ruby, jade, silk factories and tea hill where they featured the show! and i learnt how to differentiate btw the real n the fake! hahahaha. n they're really dam nice! omgosh. so my mum bot abit of all those la. ohhh we went to observe the making n the works of this guy called gong sth.. haii! how can i forget his name! he's really admirable. he's got the talent to do his works in the reverse manner inside crystal balls n they're really intricate n outstanding. his works are like going international n his gifted skill is featured all over the news la. ha. but he's going to retire in another 3years time! ohh man. besides, he wud take out a HUGE sum of money every mth to mend the chang jiang da qiao tts built by the millions of chinese in the past led by the great mao ze dong. the double decker bridge took TEN years to build including 2 years of planning. all the chinese gathered their power to build tt bridge n during those times, everyone was really poor n yet they knew how to stood tgt as one to prove to the others tt chinese aint weaklings. in the end, the russians n the others were so impressed they stuck out their thumbs n said "zhong guo ren, liao bu qi!" so you see, tuan jie jiu shi li liang!

hmmm moving on, we also went to certain streets to do our shopping la. but all in all, the shopping time doesnt even add up to 4hrs la. n the worst thing was, we were only given 1hr to shop along one whole stretch of shops which is the best place to shop among the rest! while those lousy pok streets.. we were given 2hrs or so. AIYER. so in the end, i only bot VERY lil clothes. so sad. so i got to do more shopping in spore n buy ex clothes. blahs. ehhh. then we went to many diff restaurants to eat all our 3meals. okay la they were pretty nice but i grew sick of them pretty much soon cus there were SO MUCH MEAT! omgosh. then i was disgusted w how kiasu n pathetic some of the pple in my tour group were. n one of them still dared to xclaim "ive not eaten fish for SO MANY DAYS!" when i alws see her taking the biggest share out of those fish la.

but anw enough of those embarrassing pple. hahaha! okayy anw the xiang yang shi chang i went in sec3 closed down on my last day at shanghai! ha. apparently the govt is trying to cut down on the fake goods la. yuppp so it has closed down le. lucky i went there for the last time la. bot lots of accessories there though i think they're not enough now.

hmmm anw trip to shanghai has been really fruitful and i really feel SMARTER! HAHAHAHA. then the hotels were all pretty much nice n comfy. food alright. shopping was not that great cus there werent enough time! and yes! it had been SUPER ULTRA HOT. all my skin were cracking n peeling can. yes it was tt horrible. the temp went up to 38degrees la! oh man. n i had constipation. HAHAHAHA. okay tt was unnecessary. but still. okay la. all in all, it had been a fab trip! yupppp. :D

MY NEW MOTIVATION.. MY DEAREST COUSIN!!!!!!!!!!!!


im so proud of him! ((((((((((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA LAM NEAN TZU & LIM ZHI YING!!


for the past week:
went swimming w chee. (or rather, we were jus soaking in the water! hahaha..)
went out to eat w my mum n bro to celebrate bro's 23rd bdae. ((:
met up my bro's fren to take back my long lost book! omgosh.
went to town w jo, aud and simun.
went to j8 w florence to eat.
went to hougang to give tuition.
went for my weekly yoga lesson w shuxuan.
went to beach road w azmi n bel to buy our stuff for the upcoming camp at pulau ubin! FUN! (:


i feel that ive done more things but i simply cant remember. anw it had been really nice to catch up my frens. =D n sometimes, im really amazed at how alike aud n i are. woww. my lovely precious best fren!


and YES! ive finally changed my blogskin. there's too many nice ones so it was really hard for me to decide which to use. this ultra super duper CUTE blogskin im using presently is done by a nanyang girl! that xplains why this skin is sooo adorably enchanting. (: hehe.


ive been thinking and thinking. it's hard to differentiate n categorise everything cus there are too many overlapping grey areas. so all of us shouldnt be too calculative. do things w others in mind (but of cus, do sth we ourselves like too!). do everything w a CLEAR conscience! YES! tt's the basis of life in my opinion. okay.. all of us shall stop bitching once n for all! HAHA.


ohh. n when i start disliking sb, it's really difficult to look at her from a nice angle anymore. im trying. An angel says: TRY HARDER! hahahaha. okayy that'll be all for now.


im already missing my mum who's in KL! =((((((((((((((((

i can't think properly. im already starting to dislike and getting sick of everything.

The course you accept

NUS - Mechanical Engineering

has been registered by the
Joint Acceptance system.

Thank you.

stephen ang wished me happy bdae too! (: jus q sad tt i didnt receive the msg. but it's really swt he remembers my bdae! THANK YOUU VERY MUCH! =DDD

OMGOSH.
shawn, from {i not stupid2} sat beside me in the MRT train today!!!!!!!!!!!! good gracious. he's dam good-looking alrightt. like WOWW. there's only few whom i think are shuai. n he's really cute to give sheepish childlike chuckles & apologies when he dropped sth onto the floor! (((:

19!

to me, bdaes are jus like any other days xcept for the fact that you can see who really cares. so im really thankful for all those who remembered! (: i stayed up til 3+am today msging pple n slept till abt 12pm. n when i on my hp, it jammed momentarily cus there were too many happy bdae msgs! hehehe. they really put a smile on my face. =D audrey, yuxiang, bel, azmi, hazel, pauline, nurul, jiakai, flor, weitong, ari, chongyu, zhiying, xiaoling, ching, sarah, den, bobo, laceybow, karwai, lynn, danial, joshua, nizar, joyce, fiona, shuxuan wished me. n akbar called me up to wish me at 12am from his camp! (: tt was really nice! hahaha then his bunk mates n him sang me a bdae song in the afternoon which really amused me la! hahahaha.. i was like "hello? hello? hello?" then sudd came the roaring bdae song from the receiver. really surprised! hmm then my mum wished me happy bdae so officially in the kitchen which really made me luff too! "si qian. i forgot to tell you sth." n then w a smile, she said "happy bdae." (: soo cute!


hmm. then i left the hse at abt 5pm to catch flor's dance concert at victoria concert hall. met up w lam first n bot some bread to stuff ourselves w first before we proceeded to the place. wa. we were lost la. hahahaha. had to kp asking for directions like some tourists. but anw we still reached there q early. n obviously there were so many ajcians cus it was an aj dance concert! n one funny thing happened. an ex-ajcian (same batch as me) patted my head n sumhow shuffled my hair.. n when i turned arnd.. it was sb i DUNNO! hahahaha. but he turned out to b seok's fren n he act mistook me for seok! n we dont xactly bear any resemblance. hahahaha. well i presented a flower to flor n weitong after the dance concert n left to meet akbar at cityhall mrt. YES! thats when my two besties met. hahahaha! n they jus refuse to talk to each other.
hmm after lam gt off at novena, akbar gaf me my pressie. n it's the pink reebok jacket tt ive been looking everywhere for it! the pt is all the places ive been to do not haf new stock available anymore! there were only the ones on display left. =( bt akbar act found it at taka stadium. (which i thot the prob of finding new stock wud b zero cus many pple frequent there!) n i LOVE the jacket! (((((((((: n he went to find the jacket in town himself! SO NICE! tt really made my day! hehehe. then we went to cwp bk to haf our dinner! goodness. we were SO hungry okay n i had to rush home cus my curfew was 11pm. bt i was still late. =x n my sis was sooo swt! she bot me a cake from breadtalk n she kept calling up to check up on me before i reached home. to think i thot she was being so annoying n calling me up every few min when in fact she jus wanted me to cut the cake before midnite! SOOO CUTE! bt before i cud cut her cake, rebecca n xt came over to my hse to do some desperate salvation for forgetting my bdae until gerald reminded them. hahahaha.. we took lots of pics too! n i was wearing the jacket akbar gaf me! (((((((((: YES! THAT'S HOW MUCH I LOVE IT! hehehe.


some thotful pts to note! (:


grandma, dad, mum & bro gaf me money! hehehe. (: some really practical pressie huhh! n bro wanted to treat me to a sumptuous dinner bt i wasnt free. wat a waste!


my sweetie darling sis went to town to buy me this top from little match girl! i really appreciate it. cus she seldom goes out n she specially went all the way to town after sch to buy it so tt i cud still change the size or wat before my bdae! to think i was still chiding her for going town to fool arnd n not mugging at home. guilty me. good gracious. n she also bot me a cake! (although she used my dad's money but it's the thot that counts rite? i mean bdaes arent complete without a cake.) jus imagine how touched i was. n the top is REALLY nice! hehehe. LOVE MY SISTER!


my dearest tayning asked her bro to send me the card she's written on the 28th so i cud receive on 29th! soooo swt! can you imagine how surprised i was when i received it! cus she has already gone to US to witness her sis's graduation ceremony a few days back.


hueyli (my PRIMARY school fren!) act sent me a bdae card! the earliest among all my frens! omgosh. the MOST surprising thing that happened! THANKS A LOT MAN! tt was really pleasant!


flor bot me my bdae pressie despite her busy dance practices! she made the effort of going back to zara to look for the top -the prisoner lookalike shirt that both her n akbar think it's NOT nice- i tried on the other time! hahahaha n of cus i didnt buy it although i liked it cus it's not that cheap n it's NOT nice. (so i was really thinking twice abt my own taste. haha!) she went back to look for that shirt but to OUR dismay, the shirt is SOLD OUT! pls tell me how nice it is! my taste is GOOD! so she bot me another shirt which i also love VERY MUCH cus it's STRIPED! i love MOST striped tees! hehehe. n the cutting of the shirt is sooo good it makes me look slim! woww. (: n in fact, flor is still in the process of making another gift for me! yay! i really hope she doesnt lose the momentum like she has hinted to me! =X but still THANK YOU LOVELY! =D


hmmm. hazel n i are going to celebrate both OUR bdaes on monday! n im meeting sarah neo for my bdae present n breakfast on monday too! n my hockey dearies haf already celebrated beforehand! no doubt, it has been a really happy bdae! =DDDD a really BIG THANK YOU to all my dearest for making my day!

sweet! (:
woke up at abt 7.15am today to prep myself for this camp briefing at TANAH MERAH at 9.30am. (i stay at woodlands okay!) i had so lil slp cus i slept at like 2am in the wee morning. yawns. n the worst thing is. annabel n i have decided NOT to go for the camp anymore. yupp.


however, today had been a really splendid day. went shopping w bel from like 1.30pm to 6pm (: i bot one new denim skirt, then best fren n annabel bot me a tanktop at 77th street! i was soo paisehh cus they asked me to try on the tanktop for them to buy for me for my advanced bdae present n also cus im alws paisehh when pple buy things for me! but still.. i really love the tanktop! it's vv nice n wat's more my dear best fren n bel bot it for me! n bel act thot that i didnt like it cus i looked like i didnt. omgg.. i think my facial xpressions are alws so misleadingg. but i really dunno how to xpress my heartfelt happiness on my face. =( n i finally met up w audrey lauu.. n marshall was w her. hahaha.. they look so cutee tgt la!


anw after that both of us met up w the hockey girls at fish & co glasshse! didnt xpect so many pple to turn up! ohh zhiying n zawiah's darlings turned up too. hahaha. n they prepared a bdae cake n bdae cards for me n azra! sooooo nice n thotful can. i was xtremely touchedd. really dunno wat to sayy. but i was soo happy to see them n i luffed n smiled until my jaws were numb n achingg only after 5min. missed those days we crapped like nuts! all the things they say n do were soooo farnie can. my jaws hurt even until now! yaa.. had sooo much funn gossipping n taking photos! (: ohh azra gaf me this burger king crown n a purse w a card n hello kitty gums! n i wore the crown to take photos.. hahahaha. pretty funn! OH THEN FISH & CO BLACKED OUT (except two small emergency lamps) ALL OF A SUDDEN! then chee n some others started singing "HAPPY BDAE TO YOU.." spontaneously n claimed that it was a PLANNED blackout cus they wanted to give us a surprise! hahahaha! SUPER FARNIE LA! then the rest of the diners were like giving us the dam amused faces! hahahaha!


im so glad i finally met up w my hockey mates! LOVE THEM SO MUCH! n THANK YOU ULTRA VERY MUCH!! (((((((((((((:




I SAW FELICIA CHIN TODAY! goodness gracious. she totally mesmerisedd me. i love her!